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We're Doug and Wendy Whiner!

So today has been ... pretty much the same as yesterday, really. Still not smoking, and still struggling through that ... eating lots of Tic Tacs, and trying my damnedest to keep distracted. lurpy is my new favorite because he decided to bail on roller skating with me and sillylilboi tonight ... I didn't want to go because whenever sillylilboi and I get together, we're always a bad influence on each other, smoking-wise, but sillylilboi called me and gave me a HUGE freakin guilt trip about how I missed skating last week and how there's no smoking inside and he swears he won't even offer me a cigarette (not to mention acting all hurt that I would even think that maybe being around him when I was only a day and a half into quitting would be a bad idea), so I'd kind of reluctantly agreed to go, against my better judgment. But now that lurpy's not going ... I'm free! Yaay!

As for the rest of my life ... well, my throat is really sore and I've been feeling nauseous ... perhaps a side effect of eating my own weight in Tic Tacs? Perhaps nerves? Maybe all that tar starting to shake loose inside my chest? Who knows? I feel like hell and want a little sympathy ... OK?

And why is it that just about anything Avi says to me right now makes me cry?

It's really easy to forget why I'm doing this. Hell, I seem to have forgotten already.

Giuseppe shaved. Karl dyed his hair (I think). The guy at Gus Miller's said hypnosis worked for his aunt.

Hello? Anybody out there? I appear to be freaking out ...

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ericaceous
Mar. 23rd, 2005 09:59 pm (UTC)
You can do it! Think of the money you are saving. Must be enough to pay for a movie by now!
hopita
Mar. 27th, 2005 09:41 pm (UTC)
As of right now, it's up to 100 cigarettes not smoked, and more than $26 in my wallet. Now I could pay for a DVD even. Wow.
lurpy
Mar. 23rd, 2005 10:03 pm (UTC)
You're gonna be fine. You're welcome, btw. I just don't think I could handle skating tonight. Next week sounds so much better right now. :-p I'm sure I'll get hell from Mikey but we can't help how we feel today, ya know?
hopita
Mar. 27th, 2005 09:42 pm (UTC)
And now I'm sooooooooooo glad I didn't give in and go, because I'm still fucking sick! Blech!
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hopita
Mar. 27th, 2005 09:44 pm (UTC)
Re: three days
It's hard to tell how my body feels at the 5 day mark, since I have this awful cold. The urge to destroy things that was so intense on day #1 has definitely subsided. Maybe that was part of the nicotine thing? Who knows.

And just out of curiosity ... how long has it been since you quit?
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