Hopita (hopita) wrote,

OK kids, it's time for some words of encouragement.

This smoking thing seems to have gotten away from me yet again. Two weeks of vacation, lots of drinking, hanging in places where I ALWAYS used to smoke ... one thing led to another, or who knows what, but there it is.

This week has been a bit better. Two days of no smoking, followed by one day of smoking just a little, followed by two days of ... yeah, it seems to be starting again.

How did I let myself fuck up again? How do I fix it?
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