I think it is safe to say that I'm sliding off of my trolley tracks. Nevertheless, here goes:
"...Why do the midsections of my journals always seem to be filled with angst? Why do I usually feel like I'm relegated to the periphery of things? Why is Sarah pregnant and not me? Why, for that matter, is [woman with a secret pregnancy that she wants to remain a secret] pregnant but not me? Why hasn't Mac called me back to the Co-op for a second interview? Why do I look so godawful unattractive? Why is it so hard for people to connect?"