Hopita (hopita) wrote,


I don't know what to say, but I feel like I should say something.

It's been a hard weekend, full of feelings of hopelessness.

It's their wedding anniversary. And I don't think he's ever going to leave.

I don't want to be alone, but, sitting in my bed, alone, at 4:00 am, I was acutely aware of the fact that I am.

I'm sick of being a dirty little secret.
Tags: aaronbenedict, cheating, doubts, loneliness, malky, marriage, relationships, sad, secrets

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