Something.
- Aug. 30th, 2009 at 11:39 AM
I don't know what to say, but I feel like I should say something.
It's been a hard weekend, full of feelings of hopelessness.
It's their wedding anniversary. And I don't think he's ever going to leave.
I don't want to be alone, but, sitting in my bed, alone, at 4:00 am, I was acutely aware of the fact that I am.
I'm sick of being a dirty little secret.
It's been a hard weekend, full of feelings of hopelessness.
It's their wedding anniversary. And I don't think he's ever going to leave.
I don't want to be alone, but, sitting in my bed, alone, at 4:00 am, I was acutely aware of the fact that I am.
I'm sick of being a dirty little secret.
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What would he do if you asked him to?
I feel like I have asked for what I need (him to tell his shrink, him to tell his wife, him to leave his wife ...) and he's just not ready yet.
I told him I felt like I needed to take a step back because I was afraid I was going to get really hurt. He didn't try to talk me out of it. That's not a good sign.
I think it's too late to not get really hurt.