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I've been on the verge (and sometimes past the brink) of tears all day. I had a dream about the storage room in Max Ringer's basement where Mike Lehotay and I once had sex back in 1988 or so. In the dream - and upon waking - I was struck by the question: what the fuck made me think of that? I haven't thought about that day in years ... So what is this a sign of? Will Mike Lehotay be reentering my life or my consciousness in some way? I can only hope not, although plenty of water has passed under the bridge in the past 16 years, to be sure. And why am I the sad girl again today? Peezy, Peezy, bright and breezy, how do your mood swings flow?


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Jan. 17th, 2004 12:10 pm (UTC)
But it's your party...
Jan. 17th, 2004 03:36 pm (UTC)
Is that Leslie Gore?

My favorite Leslie Gore has got to be "You Don't Own Me."
Jan. 17th, 2004 01:12 pm (UTC)
RE: Dreams.
Occassionally, I have dreams about people in my past, too. A lot of my dreams are very vivid and I often wake up with that horrible feeling of loneliness. The sex ones torment me the MOST. Possibly because I've been celibate for longer than I'd care to admit...who knows how the mind works?!
Jan. 17th, 2004 03:35 pm (UTC)
Re: Dreams.
It was less about the sex, or even about the past, and much more about the specific space. In the dream, I was in this storage room in the basement of this building, only the room was angled differently - the cages were parallel to the road, as opposed to perpendicular to it - and as I was standing there with someone, I realized that it was just like the storage room Mike Lehotay took me to that one day, which was immediately followed by the thoughts "Wow ... I remember that?" and "When was the last time I thought about that day?" But it was about the space reminding me of the day, and, after I woke, it was about wondering why I was thinking about either that space or that day (or that man, for that matter).
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