I'll be waiting in Nevada ...

Dec. 26th, 2003 at 12:24 PM

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. Today, for like the fourth day in a row, I've found myself dissolving into tearful sobbing in the shower. My mind wanders, and then the next thing I know, there I am, reduced to tears. And it's not as though I'm especially depressed right now (well, not any more so than usual), and it's not as though anything really bad has happened in the past few days.

When it happened this morning I started yelling at whatever powers-that-be, cursing them, and hoping that it's all just a frightful case of PMS. Because really, I don't understand what the fuck is going on, and I don't especially know how to fix it.

Current Mood:frustrated, sad, lonely, annoy

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ratphooey

Dec. 26th, 2003 09:34 am (UTC)

Ordinarily I'd tell you to go swimming.

Is there anyplace else, other than Oliver?

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hopita

Dec. 26th, 2003 09:41 am (UTC)

There would be, if I had more than $20 a year to spend on membership (the saddest part: my mother paid the $20; I couldn't even swing that).

Once upon a time my Grandmother offered to pay for me to join Club One. I could investigate that further, but it seems wasteful to me, as Oliver will reopen again one of these days.

Last night

lurpy and I watched Fatboy Slim's "Weapon of Choice" video - you know, the one where Christopher Walken dances and flies all over a hotel? It made me miss swimming. Just the way he dives off of the balcony ... oh, how I love that feeling.

For now I'm trying to do things like walk to the mailbox that is farther away than the one I usually walk to. But it's not the same.

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ratphooey

Dec. 26th, 2003 09:43 am (UTC)

Call my parents. Maybe they can get you into the JCC on a guest pass?

That video kicks ass.

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hopita

Dec. 26th, 2003 09:45 am (UTC)

Doubtful. My mother belongs to the JCC. If she can't get me in, I doubt your mother could.

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ratphooey

Dec. 26th, 2003 09:46 am (UTC)

How tedious.