Hopita (hopita) wrote,

  • Mood:
The emotional word for the day is "raw." I feel very raw and exposed.

I'm sitting here at Quiet Storm, killing time until I have to go to my Grandmother's. I feel like I spend an awful lot of my life "killing time." I don't want to be wasting my life away, waiting for something better to happen. Why does being in the present feel so unbearable? But living in the past, or living in the future, seems not so bad ...
Tags: depression, grandma, quiet storm, raw

  • Money Well Spent.

    Remember how conflicted I felt over receiving money via Gayle's death? I think I found a way to put it to good use. My friend Matjames Metson is a…

  • Update

    I was close. Gayle died at 10:30 tonight.

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    The morning news reminded me that it's now been a decade since this happened.

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