Hopita (hopita) wrote,

The Truth.

I have never been able to separate sex from emotion. Never. I have lied repeatedly and told people "Oh, sure, I can be casual, whatever you want, no problem," but each and every time, all I was screaming inside was "Pick me! Pick Me! Pick Me!"

I doubt this will ever change. And I'm sick as hell of lying about it.
Tags: honesty, me, relationships, sex

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