Hopita (hopita) wrote,
Hopita
hopita

Anxiety.

So tonight I'm going to be taking Gayle out to dinner. My parents are out of town and this will be the first time that I've taken responsibility for her solo. I know I can do it, but I'll also admit that the stress and anxiety has me chainsmoking at the moment.

I guess it'll be a good opportunity to practice my authoritative voice. And at least Sunday night dinner means that she won't have as much of an opportunity to drag me all over creation -- stores will be closed, so there will be less enticement to want to go here and here and there too.

In preparation for losing my evening, I not only got my laundry done but my Internal Candidate Form as well. Wish me luck (on all fronts)!
Tags: eefc, gayle, smoking, stress
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