Hopita (hopita) wrote,
Hopita
hopita

No place to go but home

Well, I've done it again. I got sent home from work for being too emotional and incoherent to function. It wasn't a bad thing -- Stacey offered to stay, Shannon didn't mind ... Shannon sat and talked with me for a long time and gave me a cigarette (one -- I just smoked one) and said that it was because I had a big heart and there was a lot of it to break. And I just sat there and sobbed and sobbed.

I feel pretty stupid about the whole thing. I know no one's holding it against me, but still ...

Now I'm home, and probably going back to bed. My friend Dan is coming for a visit tomorrow, and that should keep me busy, if nothing else. But any kind words are more than welcomed.


*** EDIT ***

Dan called. That pain in his tooth is actually an infection under one of his crowns. He's on antibiotics, and major painkillers, and is unfortunately not road-worthy. This means that my weekend distraction has now gone kaput.
Tags: crying, dentist, eefc, heartbreak, planetjupiter, shannon, smoking, stacey, unixd0rk
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