Hopita (hopita) wrote,

It's hard. It's hard being at work. It's hard being reminded of happy times. Debbie talked to me about her daughter and totally made me cry. It surprised me. I kind of thought the crying part of this crisis was over.

But I actually ate a meal and I've been more or less competent work-wise, only needing a break to be alone here and there. And lots of customers are asking about Gus, and that's kind of a heavy load too. There are signs up everywhere, and just a general feeling of disbelief.

Somebody remind me that I actually am a good person? Please?
Tags: crying, death, debbie, depression, eating, eefc, gus, unixd0rk

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