Hopita (hopita) wrote,
Hopita
hopita

I called and left a message saying that I would bring the keys back, and that he should call and tell me when.

Now I'm shaking and freaking out and I can't tell if it's all the pills I took, or the mixture of grief and terror that I'm feeling.

I feel like a major ass for showing myself to him, to all of you, to be some sort of psycho stalker. Please understand that it's because I was and am so terribly, terribly hurt.
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