Hopita (hopita) wrote,

I'm sorry kids. I really do feel a bit better now -- I always seem to feel better in the mornings than I do alone at night.

It's still all Rob related ... he said he'd stop by The Co-op yesterday and didn't, and didn't call or email either, which he pretty much always did in the past. And I've been thinking about the first time we broke up, how he went out and bought me a gift, and later said he must've been thinking of me. Yea, well, he doesn't seem to be thinking about me now. It's such a tangible thing ... I can actually feel that he doesn't love me the way he used to. It makes me feel tired.

Feh. Just feh.
Tags: depression, eefc, heartbreak, love, unixd0rk

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